My heart is full of emotions right now. Trying to process these emotions and understanding why that kind of reaction on that moment, on that situation from both of us.
I’m kind of sad actually; a little bit of frustration is also trying to sneak.
I realized that there’s still a lot to acknowledge and process with my self and with my relationships. There are moments on that thought flow that is making me scared, I’m getting frightened on the what if’s scenarios playing on my mind, it’s getting harder for me to breathe thinking that we can’t catch up with each other, that I cannot catch up and my best is not / will not be good enough.
I’m threading on a new phase and it’s kind of difficult for me.